Ever. I can’t fall away from you. You hold on to me , and I am firmly in your grasp. Some days it feels like I am walking a tight rope , high above the ground, with no safety net in sight. It’s there, in that place … Heart pounding, teeth grinding , white knuckle place, that you remind me- eyes on me, don’t look back, don’t look down… I’ve got you. And I am there , like an inch worm , slowly , making my way to the other side , to you. Deep breathe out, and then I see it, I get it. You won’t let me go. Ever.