Funny thing is, Sidney turned 18 today, and Belle gave her a card that said…..NOW YOU CAN ORDER STUFF OFF THE TV !! It was an odd day ,to say the least. It was the first time in 15 years that I haven’t planned some kind of party for Sidney. I made cupcakes. She showed up, in yesterdays makeup, and took out her phone 4 times, in the 10 minutes that she was here. NOT EASY. But somewhere in there is the little girl who had a tea party for her 9th birthday, and a surprise karaoke for her 12th, or was it her 13th ? I don’t know. What I do know is that she doesn’t know her own worth.  And that makes me sad.

                   We bless you sid. Daddy and I bless you with the knowledge of who you are in the KINGDOM. We bless you with peace on your birthday. We bless you with new friendships, and people who will come into your life that guide you. We bless you with wisdom, even at your age….you can be wise. We bless you . Goodnight.