I am in Lord. I give it up. My financial sin, the doubts, the fears, the manipulating the money, or lack thereof. I am repenting, turning away from this. It is yours Daddy, I won’t shut you out of it anymore. I want peace, I want heaven on earth….I want to be naked in the garden and not ashamed…..I want it. I am after your heart, you are after my head. I get it.