Some days it feels like there is so much BS to wade through. Thick and sticky, and generally unpleasant. We (I) have to keep moving. Moving water is the best. Stagnant not so good. Choices have to be made that upset people. This is life. I’ve been called to die to myself, and that is a daily battle for me. My SELF wants to make everyone happy and buy everything, say YES to everything, even when it’s not wisdom. But I have been called to walk through this BS, and die to myself. So if that means saying no… I’m sorry. I’m moving forward, diving into to the freshness of new life . Come what may.