I noticed that someone recently looked up one of my posts, it was called dream squasher. I went back and read it, funny how time changes your perspective. I was told that I was a dream squasher, and I believed it. Tried to change it. The fact is that ,I have a need to feel safe, secure, and taken care of. I am sure that this stems from childhood, duh.  And so ….I hereby take back the admittance that I made previously on this blog, I am not a dream squasher at all, just a girl that needs something to hold onto.