I have been reading Spiritual Slavery to Spiritual Sonship by Jack Frost, for a looong time now. Something or someone always seems to get in the way. But, I am wise to that…there is something HERE. There is truth, that up until now, I haven’t been able to see.
I try to be like Jesus. My heart breaks for his Kingdom to come, I desire to change the atmosphere in my home and at GLAM, even in my neighborhood. Feels like I am on a treadmill. Know why ? I have an orphan spirit. Thought I was done with it, but I’m not.
I want his love, I love him so, I want his love, how can I not know..or see..his love is….inside me.
I have to open the portion of my heart that has been shut. I shut it to protect it, but its time to open it up. See previous post. I wrote in way back in 2008. Its an on going anthem “open my heart back up God”.
Ok, so here I am perfect in my imperfection, falling…but, at least I am falling….forward. I am your daughter and I am ready to dance.
Angie,
Can I recommend Dan Allender’s To Be Told? I have led a class on it a couple times, but it really helps wrestle through this stuff. I think you’ll really like it.
Courtney